2.16.2009 @ 12:26 AM

It's a long winding road down, but I know I'm not alone. I don't know how am I going to do it, how I'm going to find the strength, the determination to let go of what I have, of what I've treasured so much for so long. Its something precious something dear to me still, and IF or when its gone, its like a long gash in my heart. But I think it's time for me to do something, stop compromising, stop blinding myself, stop attempting to be oblivious and chosing to rationalise, and sweep cobwebs under the bed.
I deserve better. Do I? But I know no matter where this long winding road leads me, I know, I know that my God will never shortchange me.
So I won't be afraid to cryTo confess or question whyI won't hide the pain I feelNow I know these wounds are how you healNo I won't be afraid to cryI don't want to live a lieThey will see Your Love is realWhen I let you use my wounds to healThese wounds are how you healYou can use these wounds to heal......' Cause when I'm weak You are strong in me