4.04.2008 @ 3:22 AM
I've realised how long it has been since I've touched my storybooks. Seriously, I hardly use my psp, don't read my story books, don't pack my room, newspapers hardly exist to me now, I rely on my mummy to update me on it. OH NO! How have I spent my 6 months of blissful lounging and wasting time away? & Omigosh! I realised its 6 months its equivalent to half a year. WHAT HAVE I BEEN DOING!
& school's starting. Perhaps I should start cultivating a positive attitude towards it. Heys but I think Im nuts enough, I realised I missed studying. Awww. So I'm FINALLY FINALLY feeling excited.SCHOOL'S STARTING WHOO! but I missed FO camps ): ok i hope they're more to attend.
and and I wanna go cell retreat, the first cell retreat okay! sadly circumstances doesn't allow it. I'll be missing out on so so so much. I guess I'll do some catching up with my cousisn, smiling at unknown relatives, make (miserable) attempts to converse in hainanese and whoa? people around me. ok but its the wrong attitude to have. Its not a party. I'll miss you popo, whatever few and far between memories I have I'll cherish. To see popo so shrunken, cheeks sunken and shriveled was terrible, she was just alright during keith's dinner last december, sighs. strangled noise.
& the weather is getting nuttier by the days, it was so HOT today in the early afternoon, lots of complaining about shopping at bugis and looking for contacts at toapayoh esp. from qingwei! haha. and then whooosh, the rain poured like nobody's business at around 4 plus 5? We were terribly drenched, and beyond wet, and the umbrella that rene and i were sharing overturned, and we looked like two mad women crossing the junction with overturned umbrella. I don't like WET FEET and shoes! and whats more the hailstorm. people picking out ice stones! GLOBAL WARMING. Its freezing cold now, and Im typing this with a blanket wrapped around me. Kinda ridiculous buy hey its comfortable. and I didn't buy anthing today YAY! (: and oh yes shopping with Caixia yesterday was great, did loads of catching up, sorry it had to be cut short, and I miss her to bits already. Caixia! Again!
& I miss Vita to bits, saw her at Bugis today, I don't understand how she got demoted to promoter, its so annoying, she looked slightly sad and we chatted for awhile, and hugged, awww, I miss her really she was like a second mum to me. URGH xiaohui if I ever see you, and if its you who caused this, I'm going to..... I don't know. ARGH!
& I think my grandma misses talking to me! She just woke up at 3 plus, complaining it was 4 and about why I haven't slept and whats not, and she's been nagging me for the past 1 week or so. I'm getting immune as to blocking out noises! haha.
ok Im tired. Need to help Andrew accomplish his plans. HEHE :DDD
& we've come full circle.together (: