5.20.2007 @ 9:50 PM
church today ((:
sermon was about brokenness; key to spiritual blessing and greatness.
today's sermon really spoke to me.
it made me realized how much i need GOD.
in fact i don't just need GOD a lot
but i need GOD in EVERYTHING
i need to stop being so self conscious about myself.
i need to stop thinking that im oh-so-very-high-and-mighty.
GOD was trying to tell me something after all.
for the past 3 years or so, I've consistently prayed for my results.
every single exam result, every test, I prayed for my results.
They weren't powerful prayers but they were simple ones, simple earnest prayers, to ask God to grant me good results.
God faithfully granted me them, never failing me.
after awhile, i took it for granted, i took it as my ability, that I was 'intelligent' enough to achieve the results.
Hence, I sorta slacked.
Today's sermon made me realize that my achievements in my results, were and still are blessings from God.
God broke me this mid year exam.
He made me so desolate, so very desolate, so down, so frail, so weak in strength.
He showed me how much I needed him
how U.G.L.Y i am, how U.G.L.Y man are.
yes U.G.L.Y (Unbelievable God’s Loved Youth) "quote taken from Krystle (: "
I pray today that God may grant me humility,
to remove every self consciousness from myself,
to break my heart, for only then can he make me.
Amen.
I must remember that I can plant and water, but only God can give the increase.
Its all of God, and none of myself ((:
after service.
feet yes feet!
hahhs i guess i was pretty nuts to take picture of our FEET!
ok its still with shoes on.
hahs!
the left hand one is renette, the centre is mine, the right's is huixin.
teehee :D
as you can see my leg colour is so disproportionate,
its so fair at the bottom.
lalalalalas.
im seriously sorely deprived of sleep.
so im off to get my BEAUTY SLEEP.
till then (:
oh yes!
utterly random!
this notebook is so HOT and GLAM!
lols.
i've found back my love for all things princessy.
HA!