Have you ever felt that your emotions are all convoluted?
Complex, coiled up and yet you don't know how to let them loose?

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

School has been pretty much quite awesome.
I like this semester's modules better!
Much more applicable stuff are taught albeit the fact that the lecturers are a lil awful.
& The homework has been pretty okay. thus far. Nothing much. Nothing too little either.

This week has been no tuition week for me.
I think the thought of not teaching, taking a good hiatus was super enthralling.
I don't miss my kids. Okay hardly.
But it feels super divine to come home, sit in front of the computer, sleep soundly and just rest.
Or let alone read the newspaper. I haven't read them regularly in like 218373824 years!
I even missed 'URBAN' seriously!
I'll be half sad when the week comes to an end.
Seriously, sometimes I half contemplate what is my driving motivation to teach them.
I don't think its the money, then the kids? (probably) or is it just out of routine.
I don't feel as much satisfaction as before maybe because I'm not actually seeing the results,
or the fruits of my labour.

I think I feel like locking up my blog soon.
Or switching to wordpress.
Some thoughts are just too painful and too private for the whole world to see.

Had an awesome week playing for the past few days.
Yet to update. Yet to upload will do so soon.
and i wanna go jerusalem! :DDD december! (: i'll save up for you. HEH.

Have you ever felt that your emotions are all convoluted?
Complex, coiled up and yet you don't know how to let them loose?

I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.

School has been pretty much quite awesome.
I like this semester's modules better!
Much more applicable stuff are taught albeit the fact that the lecturers are a lil awful.
& The homework has been pretty okay. thus far. Nothing much. Nothing too little either.

This week has been no tuition week for me.
I think the thought of not teaching, taking a good hiatus was super enthralling.
I don't miss my kids. Okay hardly.
But it feels super divine to come home, sit in front of the computer, sleep soundly and just rest.
Or let alone read the newspaper. I haven't read them regularly in like 218373824 years!
I even missed 'URBAN' seriously!
I'll be half sad when the week comes to an end.
Seriously, sometimes I half contemplate what is my driving motivation to teach them.
I don't think its the money, then the kids? (probably) or is it just out of routine.
I don't feel as much satisfaction as before maybe because I'm not actually seeing the results,
or the fruits of my labour.

I think I feel like locking up my blog soon.
Or switching to wordpress.
Some thoughts are just too painful and too private for the whole world to see.

Had an awesome week playing for the past few days.
Yet to update. Yet to upload will do so soon.
and i wanna go jerusalem! :DDD december! (: i'll save up for you. HEH.