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9.18.2008 @ 3:23 AM

It's a touch when I feel bad
It's a smile when I get mad
All the little things I am
Everyday I love you

9.17.2008 @ 12:55 AM

and bring me back.

i can't say how mortified I am.
god brought me back to my first fervent love for him.
i remember myself then.
the eager yearning,
being thirsty,
i want it all back.
i want my first love for him.

im coming back.
i really am.

i should stab myself.probably

9.12.2008 @ 12:48 AM

Bonding time with mum was whoopishly yay-ish great! (:
Its been eons of months since I last went shopping with her,
and that's very long you know!
& Surprisingly I didn't spend a single cent, maxing out daddy's credit card buying clothes with mummy. HAR HAR! ;DD
But thats bad now cos I know I need clothes like period. (this sounds damn bimbo)
Plus plus!!!

I've got a new teaching job. (What's new?)
Hur Hur. I passed the provisional approval of being a relief teacher, HUR HUR
I really wonder how I'll cope, and I'm feeling EXTREMELY apprehensive and nervous about it,
like hudheuihdihjkshjs!!! I'm going to see an entire half of the school population that I know!!! OHMIGOSH D; What if i teach the wrong thing? What if the class doesn't listen to me?
What if I meet frankenstein kids that walk out of a nightmare?
What if ...
What if...
UGH! oh mi gosh! but thank god (: I GOT IT!!! ;DD YAY!

I'm gonna update on touch.drama soon! ;D
Touch.drama was awesomest! (:

9.05.2008 @ 1:58 AM

L is for the way you look at me
O is for the only one I see
V is very, very extraordinary
E is even more than anyone that you adore can
Love is all that I can give to you
Love is more than just a game for two
Two in love can make it
Take my heart and please don't break it
Love was made for me and you

Finally I can go into details about the memorable thingamees in my life now.
I know its very outdated can all of them probably took place in Jul and Aug!

anyway
Jinwen's birthday celebration; Qingwei, Joyce and I strolled the entire Far East Plaza
to look for Show's shop. Its terribly awfully difficult to find, and we walked the entire Far East from the fourth floor to the 1st floor, thankfully we managed to find it when we reached the first floor (when I shop do remind me never to start from the top down!) Tada! The awfully inconspicuous shop was hidden at some ulu corner, but I agree that the design's pretty unique.
We bought her the t-shirt that she wanted and koped lots of name cards.

I've no idea why Im commenting on the service, but out of the 2 shop assistants, one was from taiwan and the other singapore, the difference in their service, the shop assistant from taiwan would be what I would clearly call customer oriented. Seriously, whenever you wonder why people complain about the state of Singapore's customer service, just take a look at the service in other countries.

But then I don't fully blame all Singapore shop assistants for their predicament of grudgingly serving customers, I don't like doing sales, its awfully awfully awfully boring. Haha! Seriously during my time in Fashion.Lab I think I slacked, slept, ate and talked more than I ever did work. Oh and apart from folding clothes to keep myself awake. My "folding clothes" skills are very intact. (I digress again!)

Back to Jinwen's birthday, we headed to starbucks after that. Coffee and croissant was LOVE. It was good catching up with joyce and qingwei, then Rene came, you know that kuku rene ar! Definitely gets lost in orchard. teehee. Then we met Jinwen at Orchard Cine,before that rene and I went to get Jinwen's surprise cake!

;D met her at cine foodcourt, presented to her our presents, We passed her hamster's food initially, saying its a present from all the peepos of FLC! and us, and she was supposed to collect the hamsters from FLC! hahaha then we twisted the story, and said that the cutie Ham Hams are in the Stage paper bag! ;D I started coo-ing to them and continued my long tale. hahaha! Until we felt like she fell for it, then did we allow her to open the present, and she squealed! Her expression is PRICELESS seriously. It was worth it. And to digress. Sarah (the hammie not the tutor has given birth to 3 hamsters seriously in total she has given to 8+6+3 = 17 hamsters) She's like a sow! Hee. Then shermaine and john (is that his name? uh her bf) came and we had dinner. After which rene and I proceeded to the supposed "toilet" to light the candle and bring over the cake. ;D sang birthday song loudly for her! haha! who cares if it was embarassing....After which, shermaine and john went off, and we went to watch wedding daze, its a terribly dumb plot, the just for laugh kinds, and there were some sexual references which I had absolutely no understanding of it, but it was okay i guess, despite the very dumb plot, let me emphasise very dumb plot.

Thus came the end of jinwen's birthday celebration! (: And I love those lovelies!

Next was NDP, I think that day was pretty eventful and uneventful, I was late, very late, I think I woke up at 11 or 11.30 when I was supposed to assemble at 12! Eep! I know very irresponsible, I don't remember what I was doing the night before either! Thus I cabbed, then I dropped my wallet when I was running from the cab to the bus. URGH. the best thing was I didn't realise until 7 plus, when a POLICE OFFICER called me. I went OMG! what did I do ? Im going to jail? I couldn't believe my ears when I found out my wallet was with them!

Haha. Its very cartoon, then I cried, cos my wallet's at some other far end of Singapore, then I called Christon to go with me to get my wallet, he refused to believe I lost my wallet, and even got Mok Mok to test me, even Huixin's convincing made no difference, and finally after much persuasion he got it. Sidetrack!

NDP was really high and all, as in it was worthwile going through weeks of tormenting hours having training and all, it was worth the atmosphere, the D' DAY thing! It was great. Too bad I couldn't stay for the ppp, and chionged too uhh bukit don't know what, was it bukit gombak or what?

The police officer laughed at me when I went to collect my card you know! He went hahahaha! you just came from NDP? *trails with more laughter* and it was my first experience being in a police station, apart from the time i was at a civil defence force station cos I lost my phone! Notice how often I lose my stuff! And all turned out well in the end. THANK GOD!

Christon's family gathering; It wasn't that much of a bundle of nerves for me as it was when I first met his parents. His dad found me homely then, I wonder if he still thinks the same way! The mood and the atmosphere was so much better, and seriously I think his brother isn't as bad leh, but I'm not the one who is cooped in the same room trying to tahan his bad habits so I guess I'm not in the right position to comment. His uncles and aunties are really friendly! Some of them touched his face and exclaimed " aiyo DingXiong ar!! You've grown up!! " to which Christon was dismayed cos his face felt itchy after that! Food was okay-ish and the uncles and aunties kept teasing us, it was so awkward,and the usual question "so how did you all meet?" but thank god that Christon was by my side, so it made it much better. Plus his cousins are terribly adorable! The young ones, the lil kids, whoa they're very heavy to carry you know!!!! ;D hahaha. and the slightly older ones, who insisted we listened to them and captured us and ordered us to follow their instructions, trailing after us all the while. I would say I was quite relieved at how it turned out (: and I'm glad for the company!

Joyce and Michelle's birthday;

A birthday celebration was organised for her, met her at tpy mac's and gave her her presents (: headed to MOS to slack, and talk a lil crap while waiting for the rest to gather, before Rene and I had to head to Hougang for cell. Sorry Joyce that it wasn't much! But still, there was cake after that and I believe we had fun meeting up and catching up with the rest of the group!!!

Mich came back for cell! YAY!!! ;DDD jubilantly excited, surprised her with a cake, a balloon and a cookie! ;D I'm not sure if she was surprised cos mich is always mi mi yan and I can't tell when she's surprised okay maybe I can. But still I'm so glad she's back. *claps*


Surprising JUL; I thought it was a far fetched idea thanking her by crashing NTU with Huixin and Jianming and surprising her with the board, but it was worth it (: for her plastered on forever smile, plus the good food after that!

Christon's birthday; WAHH! Finally after 2-3 weeks of preparation, everything could be planned and carried out. On Friday, he was kinda moody and suffocated cos of some of our centre's matters, plus it was late, and he almost didn't turn up for his surprise birthday celebration! I was quite upset and annoyed then cos I rushed to AMK ave 10 to collect his favourite Pine Garden cake, plus the time taken to look for the company's present to him, and the compilation of well wishes from the centre. Thank God! All of the centre's peepos started calling him, giving him random excuses to get him to come. The teaching workshop ended late, and it kinda shocked me that when I went out Christon was already there. As expected he was looking for his presents, plus JK's friends popped by too. So we shocked him with this really sinple butter cake, that due to the centre budgeting we got him a small cake, and FLC tradition blow out candles by nose. haha! Then we got him to close his eyes and have at least one bite, then came along the Reaall cake.So he had to make a wish not related to the centre, results, work, family, and must be of entertainment value,it was so pressurising and terribly embarrassing but really sweet, funny how so many emotions can be combined together, he wishes to marry me! haha, then we had cake and homed.

The next day which is his REAL BIRTHDAY, he had a treasure hunt! in which he had to find all his presents, thanks lovelies for the help! Haha I thought it interesting but he found my presents predictable, and then I made a digital card, cos I figured my handmade ones always end up in some drawer! Haha. Anyway he was touched!!! (: which was good, considering his such a dirty, pigheaded, stubborn, unemotional person. Haha! He said although I can't cry but I'm really touched. Then we had a good dinner (: GOOD FOOD! which made him very happy! I love it when he smiles can! and when he looks so child-like. heh! It was a great birthday celebration and I'm pleased!

Two days ago, I heard the soppiest things ever, but I'm touched ((:

and anyway, today's RENE'S BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DEARIE!!! ;D

9.01.2008 @ 2:49 AM

Friday & Saturday was the awesome-est. (;
Birthday surprise went well!
Birthday treasure hunt went well!
And Birthday dinner went well!
& I love my boyfriend reason #100001: he looks so child-like!