E MATH PRELIM was and still is TOTALLY ATROCIOUS.
im going to go crazy lah. i did the first 5 or 6 qns of the paper.
and still breathed a sigh of relief,
because i agar agar knew how to do
& at least i didn't plainly flip through my paper back and forth
and scribble here and there like during mid year. ;DD
however from about question 6 - 11.
DIES! i was stuck at some questions. OH NO!
but i think i improved. hahas :DDDD so thank god for that.
i hope i'll pass. pretty please lord father, let me pass my e math!

chinese tomorrow. BAHHS.
i regret retaking it. oh wells decision made.
i'll try my best for it. going to relearn formats again.
i practically didn't touch chinese for 2 months plus. YIKES!

I was so scared of Jesus
But He sought me out
Like the cancer in my lungs
That's killing me now
And I've given up hope
On the days I have left
But I cling to the hope
Of my life in the next
Then Jesus showed up
Said "Before we go"
"I thought that we might reminisce"
"See one night in your life"
"When you turned out the light"
"You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness"

You cried wolf
The tears they soaked your fur
The blood dripped from your fangs
You said, "What have I done?"
You loved that lamb
With every sinful bone
And there you wept alone
Your heart was so contrite

You said, "Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes
Sanctify this withered heart of mine
Stay with me until my life is through
And on that day please take me home with you"

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear You whisper to me,
"It's time to leave
You'll never be lonely again"

But this was my deathbed
I died there alone
When I closed my eyes tonight
You carried me home


- relient k (deathbed)

im feeling stressed.
and highly bad tempered lately.
OH NO!
i think o level's stress are getting to me.
* SCREAMS *
realization has hit.
im takin my o levels this year!!!!
soon it'll be goodbye secondary school, hello next stage in life!
i know its kinda slow of me. haha! after goodness knows 8-9 months.
im struck by this huge bolt of lightning that has jolted me to reality.
&& prelims are on mon.
hyperventilates. all the best people! ((;


anyway pretty much nothing happened,
except for a pretty atrocious day on thursday,
but thank god i got through it!

thursday;

ss lesson - was fine, yes with xueyi to lame about with
and of course to study. mdm yong did give hints. HUGE HINTS!
and 'mdm yong never bluff you want' * does chicken flabby actions *
haha. inside joke.

english - more tips. and i just realised how much my eng compo standard has dropped.
i need to find the heart in my writing again.
sounds weird, but yes my writing is filled with my emotions. HAHA!
but im glad i've improved on my comprehension answering skills method.
yay!

recess-moodswings. saw red. like the bull thingy minus the fact that i did not heavily snort air from my nostrils. teehee :D

chem - mrs. loy got mad with me for no particular reason and started ranting at me when i asked a chemistry question. hmph but she apologised though :x

poa - mcq. dies! outram park paper is so so so so difficult. niang ! i need your help!

chem extra lesson - spent time breathing in chemicals and stuff. was so exhausted.i like the pink that phenolapthin gives!!! ;D
fuschia is hot.

geog till close to 5 - test. oh the horror! the test was pretty manageable. oh i love geography its just such a practical subject. but i was having a terrible headache from lack of food and sleep.


ice cream cheered me up though & gummies. GUMMY BEARS ARE LOVE!


friday;
SPCA! again. oh MASK IS LOVE. and so are huskies!

i've fallen in love with mask!!! he leapt up onto my lap. and placed his paw on my arm. and licked me. LOVES!!! hahas. thats about what made my day today && oh yes samantha too! hahas she's no pooch, but she's a dearest popcorn. thanks for your small talk. you never fail to make me smile ((:

birthday wishes

MICHELLE; hellos HOPOPO. its really belated wishes though i wished you over the phone. HAPPY SWEET 16! . hahas LOVE YOU SIS (; keep smiling with those little crinkly wrinkly eyes of yours. you're really fun to be with and you have a great personality which shines. god bless!

JOYCE; joyce :D it has been a blessing knowing you. glad to know that you were from tpy methodist too (; and you've been a great friend. thanks for the many smiles, laughter and cold jokes! all e best in all that you do. HAPPY SWEET 16 TOO (;

things to thank god for!

eng oral! it was weeks ago but yup. i really spoke like i've never spoken before. and even injected a extract of a would be conversation between a mum and a child. woah! thank god for the topic. about weather and stuff. thank god for mr. mark. geography really helped. thank god for the examiners, they were so friendly and funny and LAME! ohmy. && also the confidence and the assurance.

chinese results! B3(merit). kinda emotionless about this, oh wells gonna retake it, but thank god it wasn't overly badly done. merit for oral. woah. didn't expect that. thank god! (; i'll get an a the next time round!

till the september holidays then (:

OH NO!
Prelims are in 1 week time.
but thankfully I've started dating my books already.
teehee :D and xueyi sonny, calls me a legendary nerd
HMPH!

oh wells. this week has passed by pretty fast.

last friday, went with michelle and wendolyn to marina square to study.
the macs there is way too CLASS! haha.
i sound like a country bumpkin but serious, i dig that macs!
anyways, MICHELLE IS REALLY LAME.
but she's fun to be with & wendolyn too!
she kept laughing. hahas. && michelle is just so nice to suan.
and thankfully we managed to drill into each other some chemistry stuff
- basically chromatography, ionic and covalent bonding, alkanes & alkenes, acids bases & salts.
YAY FOR US!! hahahs.
and i helped wend with 1 or 2 math question too, and i felt an immense sense of satisfaction can! its primary 6 maths but i still feel a sense of accomplishment. HAHA!
along the way we did lame stuff like

taking pictures of similar pencils.
one whole set of pilot rex grips 0.5 mechanical pencil.
black's wendolyn, purple's michelle, blue's mine.

doesn't michelle just look adorable
haha! i caught her on camera.
and michelle doesn't like her picture being taken!
YAY. kodak moment YES YES YES!


slacked through the weekend and
the week passed pretty quickly.

thursday- no supplementary lessons YAY (;
went home with cheekuan.
and with 2 orang utans by the name of marcus kwan and chin heng trailing behind us.
TSK. childish peeps. since they wanted to play, 4 could play a game well.
we sat down at one table, and moved on to another one every 10 seconds,
and they followed thinking that we were leaving.
HAHA!
and went between the market stalls,
strolled elsewhere, they lost cheekuan and they trailed me.
apparently they decided to give up as they thought i was going home.
hahahs. thought cheekuan left, didn't see him anywhere,
but saw him hiding behind the pillar,
and then ran behind the bank into the HDB estate,
marcus and chinheng followed behind,
chee kuan ran up and i ran past e units.
then finally they left us alone.
to go home in peace!

friday.
urgh. horrible event, but i just wish the appeal to remove mrs. loy wasn't written. i didn't sign it and she thinks i did! and thinks i humiliated her. i seriously didn't sign, i mean i mayn't always like her, but im notthat opposed to her to sign the petition you know! thanks dearest for the listening ear after that though.


oh wells. went to spca with qingwei, big mama, santa, vanessa & huixin after school.
the dogs were LOVE.


i think huskies are sexy in an intimidating way.
i know its weird. but seriously there was this dog called mask.
he had black fur around his eyes and the fur was in a pointy shape like a mask, thus his name and he looked fierce but attractive in a way.
then there was this dog called darren, he kept barking, and barking and barking.
he looked away, and when i called his name, he secretly looked at me. thats so endearing!
and vanessa kept scolding him. haha. i deduce she can't own dogs in future.
and another husky called keisha, bit my watch, and qingwei kept complaining that she bit his butt. hahaha! and he kept referring to his 'butt' as 'ass' which pretty much sounded obscene.


this dog called peanut loves biting shoelaces.
and he chewed on vanessa's shoelaces.
and vanessa kept screaming.
laughs! but it was pretty obedient.

and there was this dog whose name, i don't remember,
his plight was kinda sad, he probably doesn't know that he won't be going back to his owner.
he did the tricks that his previous owner had probably taught him to; standing on his hind legs,
and hoping for a pat.
it melted my heart.


sadly, my lack of affections for cats didn't change after the visit,
theres something freaky about cats that doesn't appeal to me.
but there was this really adorable kitten!
it kept sticking out its tongue ;P

i think the condition that spca is kept is pretty good.

when i turn 17 & i have the time i'll probably go volunteer.


anyway's tomorrow's miracle sunday (:
& FCBC 21st birthday.
happy 21st birthday :D


oh yes. speaking of birthday wishes.
happy birthday rachel
its been a blessing knowing you.
thanks for your jokes (which can be cold) hahas and for all the sisterly love.
may you grow in the lord.
and stay sweet (:


im back to date my books.
toodles!

i have to chose and rank my priorities.
thanks saman (:

edit: those words, i take them back. all e best to you & her.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JINGJIE (;


grandma's birthday last sunday (;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!! YOU'RE 76 HOHO ;D and healthy enough to scold me for not keeping my room clean XD sorry!!! ;D i promise i'll try to make sure its neat by dumping everything into the drawers.

&& grandma was very happy! hahahas she got pretty much the thing she loves, colouring books, bag, huge bouquet, chicken essence, and cordyceps!
hahhas.

i went for morning service that day, asked a friend along too.
not sure whether he was going to receive christ but yeps, he was kinda in awe!
shall continue praying for an open heart.
bought cake & i tilted the cake and the cake got kinda squished XD
but it was rescued thankfully,
went back out for a lil while and went back (:
fell asleep till beloved relatives came!
cam whored for a lil while

had cake when desmond & lina, and dexter came (;


the oh-so-very delicious cake.


grandma cutting the cake


the macho men of the family with grandma.

headed out for dinner after that.
lovely time spent just chatting (;
hahhas and michelle got caught up with the folding of heart frenzy! ROFL.
pretty late went everyone went home. was super exhausted.

national day celebrations tomorrow plus day of power.
WOOHOO ;D can't wait.

ps. michelle rest of e pics i'll upload soon come kope ;P im lazy to send them


how can something so wrong?
feel so right all along
catch me i'm falling for you
how can time be so wrong?
for love to come along
catch me i'm falling for you
how can love let it go
when it has no place to go
and i can't go along pretending
that love isn't here to stay
catch me i've fallen for you

this week has been kinda laidback.
supp lessons on mon & thurs; eng was cancelled.
like WOOHOO ;D
i think o'levels workload has been really getting to me.
i get moodswings like oh-so-often.
one minute, im happy, the next minute, im crying.
oh im NUTS.
but the good thing is.
im pulling up my socks!! yes.
to the high high nerdy nerdy level kind of socks ;D
and i've found the drive to study again.
YAY FOR ME (:
&& hoho. im actually starting to like maths.
and aloysius, if you see this, don't laugh your head off.
im seriously starting to like maths!
or maybe its a love-hate relationship with maths kind of thing.
and if im starting to love maths permanently someone record it down!
its like a miracle
it should be placed in the books of bird bird's believe it or not,except that im not doing anything like shedding and regrowing back my feathers in less than 5 mins.
HOHO.
anyways nothing much really happened this week that deserves special mention.
and im trying to keep my fingers off the keyboard.
they feel oh-so-very-itchy.
so i shall start like now.
*prys fingers off keyboards*

E MATH PRELIM was and still is TOTALLY ATROCIOUS.
im going to go crazy lah. i did the first 5 or 6 qns of the paper.
and still breathed a sigh of relief,
because i agar agar knew how to do
& at least i didn't plainly flip through my paper back and forth
and scribble here and there like during mid year. ;DD
however from about question 6 - 11.
DIES! i was stuck at some questions. OH NO!
but i think i improved. hahas :DDDD so thank god for that.
i hope i'll pass. pretty please lord father, let me pass my e math!

chinese tomorrow. BAHHS.
i regret retaking it. oh wells decision made.
i'll try my best for it. going to relearn formats again.
i practically didn't touch chinese for 2 months plus. YIKES!

I was so scared of Jesus
But He sought me out
Like the cancer in my lungs
That's killing me now
And I've given up hope
On the days I have left
But I cling to the hope
Of my life in the next
Then Jesus showed up
Said "Before we go"
"I thought that we might reminisce"
"See one night in your life"
"When you turned out the light"
"You asked for and prayed for my forgiveness"

You cried wolf
The tears they soaked your fur
The blood dripped from your fangs
You said, "What have I done?"
You loved that lamb
With every sinful bone
And there you wept alone
Your heart was so contrite

You said, "Jesus, please forgive me of my crimes
Sanctify this withered heart of mine
Stay with me until my life is through
And on that day please take me home with you"

I can smell the death on the sheets
Covering me
I can't believe this is the end
I can hear You whisper to me,
"It's time to leave
You'll never be lonely again"

But this was my deathbed
I died there alone
When I closed my eyes tonight
You carried me home


- relient k (deathbed)

im feeling stressed.
and highly bad tempered lately.
OH NO!
i think o level's stress are getting to me.
* SCREAMS *
realization has hit.
im takin my o levels this year!!!!
soon it'll be goodbye secondary school, hello next stage in life!
i know its kinda slow of me. haha! after goodness knows 8-9 months.
im struck by this huge bolt of lightning that has jolted me to reality.
&& prelims are on mon.
hyperventilates. all the best people! ((;


anyway pretty much nothing happened,
except for a pretty atrocious day on thursday,
but thank god i got through it!

thursday;

ss lesson - was fine, yes with xueyi to lame about with
and of course to study. mdm yong did give hints. HUGE HINTS!
and 'mdm yong never bluff you want' * does chicken flabby actions *
haha. inside joke.

english - more tips. and i just realised how much my eng compo standard has dropped.
i need to find the heart in my writing again.
sounds weird, but yes my writing is filled with my emotions. HAHA!
but im glad i've improved on my comprehension answering skills method.
yay!

recess-moodswings. saw red. like the bull thingy minus the fact that i did not heavily snort air from my nostrils. teehee :D

chem - mrs. loy got mad with me for no particular reason and started ranting at me when i asked a chemistry question. hmph but she apologised though :x

poa - mcq. dies! outram park paper is so so so so difficult. niang ! i need your help!

chem extra lesson - spent time breathing in chemicals and stuff. was so exhausted.i like the pink that phenolapthin gives!!! ;D
fuschia is hot.

geog till close to 5 - test. oh the horror! the test was pretty manageable. oh i love geography its just such a practical subject. but i was having a terrible headache from lack of food and sleep.


ice cream cheered me up though & gummies. GUMMY BEARS ARE LOVE!


friday;
SPCA! again. oh MASK IS LOVE. and so are huskies!

i've fallen in love with mask!!! he leapt up onto my lap. and placed his paw on my arm. and licked me. LOVES!!! hahas. thats about what made my day today && oh yes samantha too! hahas she's no pooch, but she's a dearest popcorn. thanks for your small talk. you never fail to make me smile ((:

birthday wishes

MICHELLE; hellos HOPOPO. its really belated wishes though i wished you over the phone. HAPPY SWEET 16! . hahas LOVE YOU SIS (; keep smiling with those little crinkly wrinkly eyes of yours. you're really fun to be with and you have a great personality which shines. god bless!

JOYCE; joyce :D it has been a blessing knowing you. glad to know that you were from tpy methodist too (; and you've been a great friend. thanks for the many smiles, laughter and cold jokes! all e best in all that you do. HAPPY SWEET 16 TOO (;

things to thank god for!

eng oral! it was weeks ago but yup. i really spoke like i've never spoken before. and even injected a extract of a would be conversation between a mum and a child. woah! thank god for the topic. about weather and stuff. thank god for mr. mark. geography really helped. thank god for the examiners, they were so friendly and funny and LAME! ohmy. && also the confidence and the assurance.

chinese results! B3(merit). kinda emotionless about this, oh wells gonna retake it, but thank god it wasn't overly badly done. merit for oral. woah. didn't expect that. thank god! (; i'll get an a the next time round!

till the september holidays then (:

OH NO!
Prelims are in 1 week time.
but thankfully I've started dating my books already.
teehee :D and xueyi sonny, calls me a legendary nerd
HMPH!

oh wells. this week has passed by pretty fast.

last friday, went with michelle and wendolyn to marina square to study.
the macs there is way too CLASS! haha.
i sound like a country bumpkin but serious, i dig that macs!
anyways, MICHELLE IS REALLY LAME.
but she's fun to be with & wendolyn too!
she kept laughing. hahas. && michelle is just so nice to suan.
and thankfully we managed to drill into each other some chemistry stuff
- basically chromatography, ionic and covalent bonding, alkanes & alkenes, acids bases & salts.
YAY FOR US!! hahahs.
and i helped wend with 1 or 2 math question too, and i felt an immense sense of satisfaction can! its primary 6 maths but i still feel a sense of accomplishment. HAHA!
along the way we did lame stuff like

taking pictures of similar pencils.
one whole set of pilot rex grips 0.5 mechanical pencil.
black's wendolyn, purple's michelle, blue's mine.

doesn't michelle just look adorable
haha! i caught her on camera.
and michelle doesn't like her picture being taken!
YAY. kodak moment YES YES YES!


slacked through the weekend and
the week passed pretty quickly.

thursday- no supplementary lessons YAY (;
went home with cheekuan.
and with 2 orang utans by the name of marcus kwan and chin heng trailing behind us.
TSK. childish peeps. since they wanted to play, 4 could play a game well.
we sat down at one table, and moved on to another one every 10 seconds,
and they followed thinking that we were leaving.
HAHA!
and went between the market stalls,
strolled elsewhere, they lost cheekuan and they trailed me.
apparently they decided to give up as they thought i was going home.
hahahs. thought cheekuan left, didn't see him anywhere,
but saw him hiding behind the pillar,
and then ran behind the bank into the HDB estate,
marcus and chinheng followed behind,
chee kuan ran up and i ran past e units.
then finally they left us alone.
to go home in peace!

friday.
urgh. horrible event, but i just wish the appeal to remove mrs. loy wasn't written. i didn't sign it and she thinks i did! and thinks i humiliated her. i seriously didn't sign, i mean i mayn't always like her, but im notthat opposed to her to sign the petition you know! thanks dearest for the listening ear after that though.


oh wells. went to spca with qingwei, big mama, santa, vanessa & huixin after school.
the dogs were LOVE.


i think huskies are sexy in an intimidating way.
i know its weird. but seriously there was this dog called mask.
he had black fur around his eyes and the fur was in a pointy shape like a mask, thus his name and he looked fierce but attractive in a way.
then there was this dog called darren, he kept barking, and barking and barking.
he looked away, and when i called his name, he secretly looked at me. thats so endearing!
and vanessa kept scolding him. haha. i deduce she can't own dogs in future.
and another husky called keisha, bit my watch, and qingwei kept complaining that she bit his butt. hahaha! and he kept referring to his 'butt' as 'ass' which pretty much sounded obscene.


this dog called peanut loves biting shoelaces.
and he chewed on vanessa's shoelaces.
and vanessa kept screaming.
laughs! but it was pretty obedient.

and there was this dog whose name, i don't remember,
his plight was kinda sad, he probably doesn't know that he won't be going back to his owner.
he did the tricks that his previous owner had probably taught him to; standing on his hind legs,
and hoping for a pat.
it melted my heart.


sadly, my lack of affections for cats didn't change after the visit,
theres something freaky about cats that doesn't appeal to me.
but there was this really adorable kitten!
it kept sticking out its tongue ;P

i think the condition that spca is kept is pretty good.

when i turn 17 & i have the time i'll probably go volunteer.


anyway's tomorrow's miracle sunday (:
& FCBC 21st birthday.
happy 21st birthday :D


oh yes. speaking of birthday wishes.
happy birthday rachel
its been a blessing knowing you.
thanks for your jokes (which can be cold) hahas and for all the sisterly love.
may you grow in the lord.
and stay sweet (:


im back to date my books.
toodles!

i have to chose and rank my priorities.
thanks saman (:

edit: those words, i take them back. all e best to you & her.

HAPPY 16TH BIRTHDAY JINGJIE (;


grandma's birthday last sunday (;
HAPPY BIRTHDAY GRANDMA!! YOU'RE 76 HOHO ;D and healthy enough to scold me for not keeping my room clean XD sorry!!! ;D i promise i'll try to make sure its neat by dumping everything into the drawers.

&& grandma was very happy! hahahas she got pretty much the thing she loves, colouring books, bag, huge bouquet, chicken essence, and cordyceps!
hahhas.

i went for morning service that day, asked a friend along too.
not sure whether he was going to receive christ but yeps, he was kinda in awe!
shall continue praying for an open heart.
bought cake & i tilted the cake and the cake got kinda squished XD
but it was rescued thankfully,
went back out for a lil while and went back (:
fell asleep till beloved relatives came!
cam whored for a lil while

had cake when desmond & lina, and dexter came (;


the oh-so-very delicious cake.


grandma cutting the cake


the macho men of the family with grandma.

headed out for dinner after that.
lovely time spent just chatting (;
hahhas and michelle got caught up with the folding of heart frenzy! ROFL.
pretty late went everyone went home. was super exhausted.

national day celebrations tomorrow plus day of power.
WOOHOO ;D can't wait.

ps. michelle rest of e pics i'll upload soon come kope ;P im lazy to send them


how can something so wrong?
feel so right all along
catch me i'm falling for you
how can time be so wrong?
for love to come along
catch me i'm falling for you
how can love let it go
when it has no place to go
and i can't go along pretending
that love isn't here to stay
catch me i've fallen for you

this week has been kinda laidback.
supp lessons on mon & thurs; eng was cancelled.
like WOOHOO ;D
i think o'levels workload has been really getting to me.
i get moodswings like oh-so-often.
one minute, im happy, the next minute, im crying.
oh im NUTS.
but the good thing is.
im pulling up my socks!! yes.
to the high high nerdy nerdy level kind of socks ;D
and i've found the drive to study again.
YAY FOR ME (:
&& hoho. im actually starting to like maths.
and aloysius, if you see this, don't laugh your head off.
im seriously starting to like maths!
or maybe its a love-hate relationship with maths kind of thing.
and if im starting to love maths permanently someone record it down!
its like a miracle
it should be placed in the books of bird bird's believe it or not,except that im not doing anything like shedding and regrowing back my feathers in less than 5 mins.
HOHO.
anyways nothing much really happened this week that deserves special mention.
and im trying to keep my fingers off the keyboard.
they feel oh-so-very-itchy.
so i shall start like now.
*prys fingers off keyboards*