LORD. if this is how you want to break me.
im broken. but break me further.
i know now that there's nothing i can do.
that finding a way out doesn't seem to solve this problem.
but only complicates it.
there are misunderstandings aplenty.
these moments are painful & difficult (less of my feelings though but more about yours)
but I'll trust God and seek God.
I'll keep seeking God till I understand.

You pick me up when I am down and on my own
You hold my hand and lead on in to Your plans

Whenever I cry out You hear me
Whenever I fall down You hold me

♥ hold me & never let me go.

25th june 2007 ; HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY ALOYSIUS. your'e 18 (: hahhas old poke. kidding, YAY YOU! stay awesome && thanks super much for all the maths help. you're a great cousin ;D hahhas keep kicking some butts with your akkido skills & stay strong!

26th june 2007; JENETTA! hahah to this thick skinned greedy lil god sis, who likes having two small butt cheeks and calls herself a peach HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY! you're 14. all e best in all that you do & stay adorable (NOT!) hahhahas. && i know you love me for the present. you welcome! (:

to this dear sister cum kongkongballs.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! && im telling you i love you (:
trust in god, he alone is sufficient. i bless you with god's love, his unfailing
sympathy & undying love.

&& stop frowning into your mee! you look way adorable doing that. more adorable than ME! HMPH! hahas.


OHMYGOODNESS.
im absolutely speechless



oh someone just slap me!
can someone tell me whats wrong?

HOSANNA; hillsong.

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like
You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity.

ooh yea. im lovin the song && this skin. [:

urgh its getting frustrating.
50 mins worth of sms-es is all i have with you.
sheesh. anyway im thankful.
oh wells shorty post.
tmr i absolutely promise i'll post about prefects camp.
#1 reason: to update samantha about it (: grins [POPCORN U ARE SUPER MISSED!]
#2 reason: to prove im not lazy to jolyn.
#3 reason: to make jenetta jealous
TEEHEE ;D

NEWSFLASH!

http://clothes-peg.livejournal.com/
my church cell lovely GEN ;) is selling tees!
the shirts sold there are of excellent quality & they are of a one of a kind design!
all shirts are tagged at $12.90. cheap huh?
and they are 22" in length.
so do take a look at the tees.
they are HOT and there are only limited pieces!
i've placed my order. how about you? what are you waiting for?
quick GET YOURS NOW (:
( note: you can contact her directly or inform me & i'll inform her )

HAHHAS. im not lazy im gonna blog bout chorale & today.
today; woke up in the morning at 8. 15 (actual time)
called chee chee, called his hp at first,
his mum answered & ask " hello? who's that on the line? "
& i went urhhhhhhhhh
&& chickened out & hanged up.
called his house phone, he was having tummyache.
then i went shower first.
called him after that. he couldn't make it for breakfast
stared at my hp time again. it said 8.20
or something like that.
dilly dallied till jolyn called and told me it was 9.45.
i shrieked and started rushin hence i was late for 15 mins.
hee sorry ;D
met her at macs.
jj came along too. was surprised (:
had bfast crapped.
and made a pile of gooey food with sweet chilli, milo, egg, milk hash brown & a piece of veggie!
rushed to school
waited for him at bus stop.
a bit not used to him. didn't see him for so long.
hahhas. he was so stoned.
then livened up.
went up to the room and crapped.
answered questions.
crapped.
pen war.
&crapped.
then jolyn & i went off to j8.
her to meet clar, me to meet jj.
a/c to buy father's day gifts and stuff.
went food junction.
crapped & read book.
went window shopping.
& then bought food and went to library.
did a lil bit of homework. thanks jj for e help (:
met the other prefects there.
hahhas they are so crap!
ice cream-ed & ate.
then home, home-ed



yesterday;
chorale!!! (:
chorale was like way fun!
its such a pleasure to serve god especially with all those beloved around.
glory to god!
screwed up some dance moves
otherwise it went well.
oh yes & jolyn kept laughing at me
she said i look spastic with 2 red rosy cheeks
BAHH!!
oh wells prayed for ps danny after that.
thank you grand pa for your love & nurturing all these while (;
BLESSED FATHER'S DAY to all fathers on planet earth!
;DD
saw cell lovelies for a short while after that.
love them to bits. felt like ages since i last saw them
&& renette and xueyi, my daughters & sons wished me happy father's day too. so touched!

random chorale pic; renette & i walking down e aisle!

toodles. i'll blog about camp tmr!! (:

this is gonna be a super super duper whooper long post
considering the fact that my mouth and my fingers are itching to talk & type
so many things to write about.
first. went SHOPPING with mummy today ((;
random pics:


FOOD!


mummy had macademia crunch and me mint choc ice cream.
WHEE (: I JUST SUPER LOVE MINT CHOC ICE CREAM!!






ok i know this pic is kinda weird but the irony of it is that...
its a slimming launch thingy where they provide consultation
for people to lose weight and they provide free cotton candy.
HA! HA!








OH AND LASTLY NEW SHOES!!!
hahhas sadly they aren't heels...but still I LOVE MY NEW SHOES
WHEEE ((:
its white and green too!sadly not lime green so i can't spite jolyn XP
hahhas thank you mummy.


now next cluster camp
SUPER MUST BLOG.
renette's uncle gave me, huixin & marisa a lift.
reached temasek secondary at bout 7 i think?
thanks uncle for the lift (:
i forgot to bring my consent form again. TEEHEE ;DDD
registered and got this really cool - looking badge


its personalised. I LOVE IT! ahhh.....
then we were divided into groups.
marisa and i were divided into group 12.
GROUP 12 ROCKS!!! WHEE ((X
we placed our bags down then explored the schoold for a lil while
temasek secondary really displays A LOT of its student artwork
and i mean A LOT.
even their shower rooms are painted!!!



thus we decided to cam whore in the toilet ((;
then we went to take pic of the fountain.

the fountain has that victorian feel.
and theres this statue of a cherub holding up some bowl thingy.
i remember laughing at its naked butt very clearly.
hmmm. come to think of it ain't very funny. hahhas.
then jolyn & jj came!
went to bball court and crapped plus played.
there were super duper many stars in the sky.
the sight was really wow. too awesome for words.
its really breathtaking.
chee chee msged me then, he came back ((:
then went back to canteen.
up to hall had worship...
played some ice breakers.
there was the usual scissors paper stone,
winners stick stickers on losers face.
i think i had 12 on my face hahhas.
then we played the balloon thingy.
hand and leg co-ordination.
i think i must have one of the worst co-ordination of the people
on planet earth. hahas i was ousted like in the 3rd or 4th round.
teehee ;D
then went to play the acting game.
cam whored while waiting for previous group
then played
loads of screaming and shouting (:
it was super fun!!!
and then had the make up part.
derrick steven & gen volunteered themselves
YAY THEM (:
hahhas boo benjamin who chickened. kiddin
we had to paint war paint on them. and they had to wear army hats and pose.
the one with the most originality wins.
it was really really comical.
really thanks to derrick steven & gen.
for sacrificing their lovely faces ;D
had the project runway thingamee
theme was design a hot yet comfortable clothes for a pregnant mummy of about 4 months.
we dressed up serene our mentor.
hahhas she's SO HOT ! lol.
we made aluminium foil bra for her
and a nice looking dress.
rippable pants.
cloud like shoes.
earrings.
helmet of salvation hairband.
ribbon that acted as a backrest.
and scriptures to soothe the baby.
MAN WE ROCKED!
hahhas i went up to explain our designs.
and overall we won ((:
YAY OUR GROUP COMBINED EFFORT WAS WHOA-OH
but the other groups did great too. hahhas dylan's group was way funny.
to make him look like a girl, they tore out a female's face from the magazine
and stuck it on his face. LOL
e commentators were hilarious.
cos some groups attached fake tummy on their mentors
and some were too loose and were almost falling off
and the commentators went oh dear, ' this one not 4 months, this one 8 months almost going to give birth le' haha ;D
had supper. didn't shower. studied a bit had quiet time and feel asleep.
next morning, went and shower. water was freezing COLD!
learned mass dance steps for tell the world
praise & worship again.
had short sermon.
meaningful; it was on our self worth and the search for who we really are.
then pastor did the encounter thingy.
the one where we received a hug from god from our cell leader, for this case mentor.
went up to serene.
it feels me with so much overwhelming joy and love to be renewed and refilled with god's love again.
i cried, i felt so honoured that the lord would die for me.
that the lord was and would always be there for me
that the lord would care to feel my hurt.
thank you lord.
thank you for speaking thru serene to me lord.
had lunch & amazing race, got 3rd.
YAY US ;D
group effort group 12!
we were i think the only group who didn't split up.
but we were really exhausted




tired faces ; me, charlene, kia hwee, marisa.
reflections with serene wayne and rest of the group
made me think real hard.
i haven't fully registered my thoughts about what they said but im still in the process.
but #1: theres a thin line between good and evil.
#2: communication in the amazing race was crucial, its the same in our daily walk with
christ.
#3:in the yield part where we chose to yield others back, if we apply it in real life, isn't it like
doing unto others what others do unto you?
#4:teamwork is essential hence if we are going to win in this year of victory, we soldiers
need to unite!


prepared for celebratory dinner (:



candy's cell ((:

dinner was great. crapped talked.
had the dance competition thingy.
KIA HWEE ROCKED!!!
hahhas and so are we the group 12 screaming fans.
WHOOAA!!!
but suzanne ruled the show.
so did gifford (:
yay for all of them!
concert was great. i was wonderin and have been wondering about god's purpose in life.
and then when pastor and the mentors prayed for the giving of gifts.
when it dawned upon me that i wanted to work with children.
liang ming just came up and prayed for me
and i received the holy spirit.
i don't know yet i need an affirmation but god reavealed thru wayne too
that i already have 2 gifts
thank you lord for my gift of speech and creativity.
thank you lord.
then 3rd day. had another short sermon.
serene prayed for me and blessed me.
thanks serene, the lord has used you greatly indeed.
and candy too thanks for the hug and the words.
i cleared a huge wound that day.
something that i can release and wholly submit to god now.
prize presentation
GROUP 12 got MEGASTAR AWARD
we are the champions!
then again all the other group members are superstars too.
its not the winning that matters.
its the journey ((:
went for service.
sang and jumped lungs out during worship.
felt the freedom to worship.
had flu and slept thru service ohmygoodness
sorry pastor nina!
cell lovelies prayed for me (:
and hug frm ps eve.
thanks all!
then went home.




group photo.
with gen, wendelyn, benjamin, seth & fangs missing!
man i love my mentors and members!



p.s. i shall post about prefects camp when im not so tired at lazy

你说的话
总那麼好听
你爱不爱
我不能确定
也许你只把它当游戏
我却爱得太用力

ack.
camps!
can't wait for cluster camp tmr.
superstar. super whee ((:
ok im NUTS.
anw after that prefect camp.
teehee ;p my enthusiasm level about that is draining.
so JOLYN LAI; u better be appreciative.
im only chosing to go nw cos u'll be gg.
and i solemly promised nto to ps you ;D
so yeps.
till then
toodles people (:

ps. my books are calling out to me, really motivated to study. OOH YEA lol X))

i'm getting into you
because you got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm going to love you with my life

i think i overstrained a muscle during chorale yesterday.
my legs are killing me URGH!
i was practically bai-ka-ing the whole day.
thank goodness my grandma helped me put cream (:


motivational camp day 1 today!
OOH YEA ;D
it was pure fun.
i went in expecting to be bored by some crappy blah blah speaker.
but it was different.
the instructors were damn lame lah!
heee. im looking forward to tuesday's & wednesday's
&& the closing for today really touched me. REALLY.
im motivated ;D yea!



xueyi drew this for me yesterday but i forgot to post it.
thank you sonny (:


hearing your voice today after 7 effing long days just made me (((:
although laughter was lacking in it.
im still happy to hear it again.
im missing you for nuts.
&& my condolences about your grandpa.
stay strong!
Wishing you were somehow here
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seem if I just dream
Somehow you would be here

im thinking of bein a missionary.
i don't know why but i keep reading and listening about missionary lately.
i wonder whether its god's call in my life.
but the notion of being a missionary and serving god
is whoa! (:
its oh so very random and i typed it out as i stoned in front of my computer
NIGHTS ;D

before i start
HAPPY SWEET 16 B'DAY CHANTEL ♥
love ya sis!

woots today chorale was great.
pretty nervous at 1st.
first time serving OK? ;D
then after awhile just followed the music
and got lost in praising and worshipping.
the smoke thingy was scary.
it fogged my entire specs almost thought i would fall off e platform
teehee ;D
now for pictures!


me.genevieve.paulina and juliana (:
chorale cell girls [afternote: don't ask me how come my face look so white]


pauliana and juliana (: [love these sisters!]


genevieve and pauliana (: [love these sisters too!]


thats me and jolyn! hahah! this picture is censored ;D
and we are blue buddies!!! hahas we were both wearin blue polo tees.
ok im so lame!




more cam whoring with huixin ;D
hahhas.

ok now my wee lil introduction of this new pooh from krystle (:

krystle bought pooh and tigger handphone keychains for us ;D
thank you (:
its like so adorable.

it lights up and says ' mwack mwack mwack. i love you! '
hahhas so adorable la!!!
thanks krystle!

today's sermon really spoke to me.
im gonna really seek god on the prayer warrior thingy.
im gonna make a difference
and wat pastor said was meaningful,
from now onwards when im weary i'll look to the rainbow
and remember god's covenant with me.
thank you lord!

p.s. its not my first time wearing makeup but i don't ever
wanna wear it till im like 20 something. bahh!

out today with renette, audrey, krystle, pau, juliana & rachel (:
hahhas supposed cell outing.
was running late.
i slept at 4 last night and woke up at 12 plus
when im supposed to be there at like 1! ha!
rushed there. hurried hurried.
met isabella at tpy mrt station.
teehee ;D her shocked expression was funny.
renette & rach were later so i sat at the platform and waited for them.
went to taka mos where audrey, krystle and paulina were there alrdy.
went to ladies first (:
passed by kalms.

hohos. loads of teddy bear. loads loads of me to you/ tatty bears!
ahh so adorable! i wanna take them home.
every single one of them ;P
the security guard tried to stop renette & i from taking.
but he was too slow. we snapped it before he warned us
teehee ;D
he's probably jealous that no one wants to snap him & he ain't in the picture x)


had croquette and ichigo bliss from mos!
ahh. I LOVE ICHIGO BLISS ;DDD
heee. the chocolate. the cream. the strawberry.
mmmm.
then juliana came (:
ate & crapped
then went window shopping. ahh!
saw this racer back top & a yellow top from mphosis.
im so getting them the next time round!!!
then we headed to basement 1 for ice cream!!

im officially proclaiming that mint choc ice cream is LOVE ♥
its really good!
and im craving for more!!! ahh.
went to audrey house after that.
it was really a long trek there.
my heals and my feet couldn't take it.
bleahs.
crapped and ate,
audrey's house is so comfortable. HAHAS ((:
its so really really nice!!
went back at 5:30
this is the long trek we had to take!
and there was more.
but this time it seemed shorter.

yeps thats krystle and rachel walking.
hahas.
home-ed
and im gonna go practise for chorale tomorrow.
till i know it by heart.
;D

had a great spiritual talk with mummy.
long chat
am glad to be able to draw closer to god with mummy (:

did shopping on ebay. YAY ;D
hahhas fast and efficient to shop since i ain't got the time to go out to shop now.
im loving my new skirt and stuffs (X

cell outing later in the afternoon.
im looking forward to it!!!
orchard. slacking. cell - PURE FUN (:
i wouldn't have minded the kite flying ' letters to god ' thingamee either!

& 2 days to motivational camp
& 6 days to cluster camp.
& 8 days to prefect camp.

ok im typing random rubbish. my brains a fuddle duddied bunch.
RAHHS RAHHS.
he's back (:
effing misses.
& welcome back to singapore LOL.

LORD. if this is how you want to break me.
im broken. but break me further.
i know now that there's nothing i can do.
that finding a way out doesn't seem to solve this problem.
but only complicates it.
there are misunderstandings aplenty.
these moments are painful & difficult (less of my feelings though but more about yours)
but I'll trust God and seek God.
I'll keep seeking God till I understand.

You pick me up when I am down and on my own
You hold my hand and lead on in to Your plans

Whenever I cry out You hear me
Whenever I fall down You hold me

♥ hold me & never let me go.

25th june 2007 ; HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY ALOYSIUS. your'e 18 (: hahhas old poke. kidding, YAY YOU! stay awesome && thanks super much for all the maths help. you're a great cousin ;D hahhas keep kicking some butts with your akkido skills & stay strong!

26th june 2007; JENETTA! hahah to this thick skinned greedy lil god sis, who likes having two small butt cheeks and calls herself a peach HAPPY BLESSED BIRTHDAY! you're 14. all e best in all that you do & stay adorable (NOT!) hahhahas. && i know you love me for the present. you welcome! (:

to this dear sister cum kongkongballs.
YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE! && im telling you i love you (:
trust in god, he alone is sufficient. i bless you with god's love, his unfailing
sympathy & undying love.

&& stop frowning into your mee! you look way adorable doing that. more adorable than ME! HMPH! hahas.


OHMYGOODNESS.
im absolutely speechless



oh someone just slap me!
can someone tell me whats wrong?

HOSANNA; hillsong.

Heal my heart and make it clean
Open up my eyes to the things unseen
Show me how to love like
You have loved me
Break my heart for what breaks yours
Everything I am for Your kingdom's cause
As I walk from earth into eternity.

ooh yea. im lovin the song && this skin. [:

urgh its getting frustrating.
50 mins worth of sms-es is all i have with you.
sheesh. anyway im thankful.
oh wells shorty post.
tmr i absolutely promise i'll post about prefects camp.
#1 reason: to update samantha about it (: grins [POPCORN U ARE SUPER MISSED!]
#2 reason: to prove im not lazy to jolyn.
#3 reason: to make jenetta jealous
TEEHEE ;D

NEWSFLASH!

http://clothes-peg.livejournal.com/
my church cell lovely GEN ;) is selling tees!
the shirts sold there are of excellent quality & they are of a one of a kind design!
all shirts are tagged at $12.90. cheap huh?
and they are 22" in length.
so do take a look at the tees.
they are HOT and there are only limited pieces!
i've placed my order. how about you? what are you waiting for?
quick GET YOURS NOW (:
( note: you can contact her directly or inform me & i'll inform her )

HAHHAS. im not lazy im gonna blog bout chorale & today.
today; woke up in the morning at 8. 15 (actual time)
called chee chee, called his hp at first,
his mum answered & ask " hello? who's that on the line? "
& i went urhhhhhhhhh
&& chickened out & hanged up.
called his house phone, he was having tummyache.
then i went shower first.
called him after that. he couldn't make it for breakfast
stared at my hp time again. it said 8.20
or something like that.
dilly dallied till jolyn called and told me it was 9.45.
i shrieked and started rushin hence i was late for 15 mins.
hee sorry ;D
met her at macs.
jj came along too. was surprised (:
had bfast crapped.
and made a pile of gooey food with sweet chilli, milo, egg, milk hash brown & a piece of veggie!
rushed to school
waited for him at bus stop.
a bit not used to him. didn't see him for so long.
hahhas. he was so stoned.
then livened up.
went up to the room and crapped.
answered questions.
crapped.
pen war.
&crapped.
then jolyn & i went off to j8.
her to meet clar, me to meet jj.
a/c to buy father's day gifts and stuff.
went food junction.
crapped & read book.
went window shopping.
& then bought food and went to library.
did a lil bit of homework. thanks jj for e help (:
met the other prefects there.
hahhas they are so crap!
ice cream-ed & ate.
then home, home-ed



yesterday;
chorale!!! (:
chorale was like way fun!
its such a pleasure to serve god especially with all those beloved around.
glory to god!
screwed up some dance moves
otherwise it went well.
oh yes & jolyn kept laughing at me
she said i look spastic with 2 red rosy cheeks
BAHH!!
oh wells prayed for ps danny after that.
thank you grand pa for your love & nurturing all these while (;
BLESSED FATHER'S DAY to all fathers on planet earth!
;DD
saw cell lovelies for a short while after that.
love them to bits. felt like ages since i last saw them
&& renette and xueyi, my daughters & sons wished me happy father's day too. so touched!

random chorale pic; renette & i walking down e aisle!

toodles. i'll blog about camp tmr!! (:

this is gonna be a super super duper whooper long post
considering the fact that my mouth and my fingers are itching to talk & type
so many things to write about.
first. went SHOPPING with mummy today ((;
random pics:


FOOD!


mummy had macademia crunch and me mint choc ice cream.
WHEE (: I JUST SUPER LOVE MINT CHOC ICE CREAM!!






ok i know this pic is kinda weird but the irony of it is that...
its a slimming launch thingy where they provide consultation
for people to lose weight and they provide free cotton candy.
HA! HA!








OH AND LASTLY NEW SHOES!!!
hahhas sadly they aren't heels...but still I LOVE MY NEW SHOES
WHEEE ((:
its white and green too!sadly not lime green so i can't spite jolyn XP
hahhas thank you mummy.


now next cluster camp
SUPER MUST BLOG.
renette's uncle gave me, huixin & marisa a lift.
reached temasek secondary at bout 7 i think?
thanks uncle for the lift (:
i forgot to bring my consent form again. TEEHEE ;DDD
registered and got this really cool - looking badge


its personalised. I LOVE IT! ahhh.....
then we were divided into groups.
marisa and i were divided into group 12.
GROUP 12 ROCKS!!! WHEE ((X
we placed our bags down then explored the schoold for a lil while
temasek secondary really displays A LOT of its student artwork
and i mean A LOT.
even their shower rooms are painted!!!



thus we decided to cam whore in the toilet ((;
then we went to take pic of the fountain.

the fountain has that victorian feel.
and theres this statue of a cherub holding up some bowl thingy.
i remember laughing at its naked butt very clearly.
hmmm. come to think of it ain't very funny. hahhas.
then jolyn & jj came!
went to bball court and crapped plus played.
there were super duper many stars in the sky.
the sight was really wow. too awesome for words.
its really breathtaking.
chee chee msged me then, he came back ((:
then went back to canteen.
up to hall had worship...
played some ice breakers.
there was the usual scissors paper stone,
winners stick stickers on losers face.
i think i had 12 on my face hahhas.
then we played the balloon thingy.
hand and leg co-ordination.
i think i must have one of the worst co-ordination of the people
on planet earth. hahas i was ousted like in the 3rd or 4th round.
teehee ;D
then went to play the acting game.
cam whored while waiting for previous group
then played
loads of screaming and shouting (:
it was super fun!!!
and then had the make up part.
derrick steven & gen volunteered themselves
YAY THEM (:
hahhas boo benjamin who chickened. kiddin
we had to paint war paint on them. and they had to wear army hats and pose.
the one with the most originality wins.
it was really really comical.
really thanks to derrick steven & gen.
for sacrificing their lovely faces ;D
had the project runway thingamee
theme was design a hot yet comfortable clothes for a pregnant mummy of about 4 months.
we dressed up serene our mentor.
hahhas she's SO HOT ! lol.
we made aluminium foil bra for her
and a nice looking dress.
rippable pants.
cloud like shoes.
earrings.
helmet of salvation hairband.
ribbon that acted as a backrest.
and scriptures to soothe the baby.
MAN WE ROCKED!
hahhas i went up to explain our designs.
and overall we won ((:
YAY OUR GROUP COMBINED EFFORT WAS WHOA-OH
but the other groups did great too. hahhas dylan's group was way funny.
to make him look like a girl, they tore out a female's face from the magazine
and stuck it on his face. LOL
e commentators were hilarious.
cos some groups attached fake tummy on their mentors
and some were too loose and were almost falling off
and the commentators went oh dear, ' this one not 4 months, this one 8 months almost going to give birth le' haha ;D
had supper. didn't shower. studied a bit had quiet time and feel asleep.
next morning, went and shower. water was freezing COLD!
learned mass dance steps for tell the world
praise & worship again.
had short sermon.
meaningful; it was on our self worth and the search for who we really are.
then pastor did the encounter thingy.
the one where we received a hug from god from our cell leader, for this case mentor.
went up to serene.
it feels me with so much overwhelming joy and love to be renewed and refilled with god's love again.
i cried, i felt so honoured that the lord would die for me.
that the lord was and would always be there for me
that the lord would care to feel my hurt.
thank you lord.
thank you for speaking thru serene to me lord.
had lunch & amazing race, got 3rd.
YAY US ;D
group effort group 12!
we were i think the only group who didn't split up.
but we were really exhausted




tired faces ; me, charlene, kia hwee, marisa.
reflections with serene wayne and rest of the group
made me think real hard.
i haven't fully registered my thoughts about what they said but im still in the process.
but #1: theres a thin line between good and evil.
#2: communication in the amazing race was crucial, its the same in our daily walk with
christ.
#3:in the yield part where we chose to yield others back, if we apply it in real life, isn't it like
doing unto others what others do unto you?
#4:teamwork is essential hence if we are going to win in this year of victory, we soldiers
need to unite!


prepared for celebratory dinner (:



candy's cell ((:

dinner was great. crapped talked.
had the dance competition thingy.
KIA HWEE ROCKED!!!
hahhas and so are we the group 12 screaming fans.
WHOOAA!!!
but suzanne ruled the show.
so did gifford (:
yay for all of them!
concert was great. i was wonderin and have been wondering about god's purpose in life.
and then when pastor and the mentors prayed for the giving of gifts.
when it dawned upon me that i wanted to work with children.
liang ming just came up and prayed for me
and i received the holy spirit.
i don't know yet i need an affirmation but god reavealed thru wayne too
that i already have 2 gifts
thank you lord for my gift of speech and creativity.
thank you lord.
then 3rd day. had another short sermon.
serene prayed for me and blessed me.
thanks serene, the lord has used you greatly indeed.
and candy too thanks for the hug and the words.
i cleared a huge wound that day.
something that i can release and wholly submit to god now.
prize presentation
GROUP 12 got MEGASTAR AWARD
we are the champions!
then again all the other group members are superstars too.
its not the winning that matters.
its the journey ((:
went for service.
sang and jumped lungs out during worship.
felt the freedom to worship.
had flu and slept thru service ohmygoodness
sorry pastor nina!
cell lovelies prayed for me (:
and hug frm ps eve.
thanks all!
then went home.




group photo.
with gen, wendelyn, benjamin, seth & fangs missing!
man i love my mentors and members!



p.s. i shall post about prefects camp when im not so tired at lazy

你说的话
总那麼好听
你爱不爱
我不能确定
也许你只把它当游戏
我却爱得太用力

ack.
camps!
can't wait for cluster camp tmr.
superstar. super whee ((:
ok im NUTS.
anw after that prefect camp.
teehee ;p my enthusiasm level about that is draining.
so JOLYN LAI; u better be appreciative.
im only chosing to go nw cos u'll be gg.
and i solemly promised nto to ps you ;D
so yeps.
till then
toodles people (:

ps. my books are calling out to me, really motivated to study. OOH YEA lol X))

i'm getting into you
because you got to me
in a way words can't describe
i'm going to love you with my life

i think i overstrained a muscle during chorale yesterday.
my legs are killing me URGH!
i was practically bai-ka-ing the whole day.
thank goodness my grandma helped me put cream (:


motivational camp day 1 today!
OOH YEA ;D
it was pure fun.
i went in expecting to be bored by some crappy blah blah speaker.
but it was different.
the instructors were damn lame lah!
heee. im looking forward to tuesday's & wednesday's
&& the closing for today really touched me. REALLY.
im motivated ;D yea!



xueyi drew this for me yesterday but i forgot to post it.
thank you sonny (:


hearing your voice today after 7 effing long days just made me (((:
although laughter was lacking in it.
im still happy to hear it again.
im missing you for nuts.
&& my condolences about your grandpa.
stay strong!
Wishing you were somehow here
Wishing you were somehow near
Sometimes it seem if I just dream
Somehow you would be here

im thinking of bein a missionary.
i don't know why but i keep reading and listening about missionary lately.
i wonder whether its god's call in my life.
but the notion of being a missionary and serving god
is whoa! (:
its oh so very random and i typed it out as i stoned in front of my computer
NIGHTS ;D

before i start
HAPPY SWEET 16 B'DAY CHANTEL ♥
love ya sis!

woots today chorale was great.
pretty nervous at 1st.
first time serving OK? ;D
then after awhile just followed the music
and got lost in praising and worshipping.
the smoke thingy was scary.
it fogged my entire specs almost thought i would fall off e platform
teehee ;D
now for pictures!


me.genevieve.paulina and juliana (:
chorale cell girls [afternote: don't ask me how come my face look so white]


pauliana and juliana (: [love these sisters!]


genevieve and pauliana (: [love these sisters too!]


thats me and jolyn! hahah! this picture is censored ;D
and we are blue buddies!!! hahas we were both wearin blue polo tees.
ok im so lame!




more cam whoring with huixin ;D
hahhas.

ok now my wee lil introduction of this new pooh from krystle (:

krystle bought pooh and tigger handphone keychains for us ;D
thank you (:
its like so adorable.

it lights up and says ' mwack mwack mwack. i love you! '
hahhas so adorable la!!!
thanks krystle!

today's sermon really spoke to me.
im gonna really seek god on the prayer warrior thingy.
im gonna make a difference
and wat pastor said was meaningful,
from now onwards when im weary i'll look to the rainbow
and remember god's covenant with me.
thank you lord!

p.s. its not my first time wearing makeup but i don't ever
wanna wear it till im like 20 something. bahh!

out today with renette, audrey, krystle, pau, juliana & rachel (:
hahhas supposed cell outing.
was running late.
i slept at 4 last night and woke up at 12 plus
when im supposed to be there at like 1! ha!
rushed there. hurried hurried.
met isabella at tpy mrt station.
teehee ;D her shocked expression was funny.
renette & rach were later so i sat at the platform and waited for them.
went to taka mos where audrey, krystle and paulina were there alrdy.
went to ladies first (:
passed by kalms.

hohos. loads of teddy bear. loads loads of me to you/ tatty bears!
ahh so adorable! i wanna take them home.
every single one of them ;P
the security guard tried to stop renette & i from taking.
but he was too slow. we snapped it before he warned us
teehee ;D
he's probably jealous that no one wants to snap him & he ain't in the picture x)


had croquette and ichigo bliss from mos!
ahh. I LOVE ICHIGO BLISS ;DDD
heee. the chocolate. the cream. the strawberry.
mmmm.
then juliana came (:
ate & crapped
then went window shopping. ahh!
saw this racer back top & a yellow top from mphosis.
im so getting them the next time round!!!
then we headed to basement 1 for ice cream!!

im officially proclaiming that mint choc ice cream is LOVE ♥
its really good!
and im craving for more!!! ahh.
went to audrey house after that.
it was really a long trek there.
my heals and my feet couldn't take it.
bleahs.
crapped and ate,
audrey's house is so comfortable. HAHAS ((:
its so really really nice!!
went back at 5:30
this is the long trek we had to take!
and there was more.
but this time it seemed shorter.

yeps thats krystle and rachel walking.
hahas.
home-ed
and im gonna go practise for chorale tomorrow.
till i know it by heart.
;D

had a great spiritual talk with mummy.
long chat
am glad to be able to draw closer to god with mummy (:

did shopping on ebay. YAY ;D
hahhas fast and efficient to shop since i ain't got the time to go out to shop now.
im loving my new skirt and stuffs (X

cell outing later in the afternoon.
im looking forward to it!!!
orchard. slacking. cell - PURE FUN (:
i wouldn't have minded the kite flying ' letters to god ' thingamee either!

& 2 days to motivational camp
& 6 days to cluster camp.
& 8 days to prefect camp.

ok im typing random rubbish. my brains a fuddle duddied bunch.
RAHHS RAHHS.
he's back (:
effing misses.
& welcome back to singapore LOL.